I need my ass WHOOPED for the last five days!!! I know I didn't do right. I feel kind of bad because I wasn't intending on being as sedentary on the holiday week. I threw down the last three days on the fie barbecue, had some brownies, drank a gang of tea...UGH! Honestly, I'm alternating between emotions right now. Do I get on my own ass for not doing right or do I applaud myself for progress thus far? Do I acknowledge that 20 pounds of weight lost is great or do I get mad that it's not more? Well..I will not allow myself to go back to a slump about this. I know I want to do more, and I know that I'm gathering more info to do better. So I will give myself a shout out for still having the desire to work out and live better. Since I have never been on this type of journey before, it's still processing for me. I have to fight the mental mind...in short, I have to be mindful that progress is progress...even if it isn't what I want it to be....
I ran out of creative blog names for today. Lookahere, I got some shonuff stuff for yoo! First things first, let me share more of the info I done scavenged about The Rihanna Eye-Dot. Okay...this pic is of them the day before. Maybe this was an odd angle or moment, but he looks slightly withdrawn. Either way, here's an interview from a person in the hospital: "It was some time after 12PM PST [Sunday] and I had been waiting in the ER department corridor when Rihanna was brought through the back entrance on a gurney, flanked by two LAPD officers. It was impossible to know it was her at first because when they wheeled her past me, she had the hood on her fuchsia-colored sweatshirt tightly drawn round her face and she was wearing big brown sunglasses. They took her into room 14 which was opposite me. It had a six-foot glass door but the nurses drew a privacy curtain around it." "I knew the person was famous because of all the attention she was being given by security and ...
The hardest lesson for me is trust. The feelgood, naïve Tam wants everyone to be her friend. She IS everyone's friend. She'll do whatever she can to help. She donates to all the campaigns..and she signal boosts when she's broke. She compliments and encourages. She gives and gives..just as she would want others to do for her. However, as she has recently learned, that courtesy is not returned. I'm not trying to sit here and convince you that I'm this perfect ass human being who has never done a fucked up thing. Hell, I got my ways. Thing is, despite my flaws, mistakes, hellcattery, and miscellaneous bullshit, I know five people who never left me hanging. Ever. Shiiiid, it took death to lower the number by one! One thing about those foke who have proven themselves to me is that they never hesitated to come to me to address things I've done. They..came..to..me. They didn't go on social media and broadcast. I never had to question if a meme was sublimina...
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