It's Liberation, Baby
The very first line of this song says "I'm in heaven"... And I think that's where I have been for a good minute. Right now as I'm writing this, I can't stop thinking about him. I find myself thinking about him in one way or another at every turn. I'm not obsessed or anything, but I'm still getting accustomed to being like I am right now. I'm free...liberated even. (Can't worry bout what another nigga thank...) This is a feeling that is new to me. I am free to feel and be how I so desire. I don't have to keep the walls up anymore. I don't have to be afraid to reach out to him and I damn sure don't have to hold back anything I think or feel. To some, this has never been a problem. For me, it's easier to tell someone to go to hell than it is to tell them my feelings. I was a hardass. I mean, it had been safer to be that way than to be hurt. When I had Lex, the wall got higher and stronger because I didn't want my daughter to se...