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2017...The MUVA of All Learning Experiences!!!

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I had been festering mightily on how FUCT UP the year of our Lorde 2017 was for me. Like, all damn year, I been catching varying degrees of hell and I just...UGH...was about to wax poetically about how I hated every damn month of this year. But I chilled. That's right. I chilled. Instead of allowing myself to cry, wax, wane and go on about the shitshow that was this whole year, I decided to do myself a much needed favor. I'm about to flip all of this and tell you that each and everything that happened to me has made me a magnanimous mofo who is about to show herself a thing or two. You can spectate if you wanna. *Self Love is The Best Love: All this year has been a chain of reminders that nobody is going to give me love like I can. Shiiiid, it's a reason why people flock to train wrecks. Either they want to save the day or watch shit burn. Thing is...how do you know who's coming to do what? There's a risk in awaiting rescue because you ma

Back Up in That A** With a Resurrection!!!

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So I decided to resurrect this blog.  I don't really think it was any legit reason other than me being here and being like "I miss my old blog". My last post here was over seven months ago.  Some major events have gone down in my realm since then. Have a drink with me, mane. * I got a damn haircut!  It was slick necessary because my fro had run amok.  But you KNOW my black ass is ascared of scissors, so this is monumental as hell!  Nikki chopped me and replaced the blue with burgundy.  JUST LOOK AT THIS! * I started dabbling in makeup .  Tis kind of funny because you could never have told me I would do that shit.  I ain't Facegyrl level by far, but I can make myself look nice in public.  Been heavily on e.l.f. Cosmetics because it isn't high as giraffe ass and I look good in their items.  Mane, just look at this fineassery: * Clothing...I feel good in it .  Due to work, I had to start finding myself some adult clothes, so

Before Bed 4/23/17

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Before I close this here Sunday, allow me to share this thought: Stop it with the "and I can't even get a text back" pics. Typically, those pics have women who are big girls or some other "undesired" look..being shown affection or attention by a guy. I cannot say why you ain't getting a text back. Maybe youse a dick. Maybe you has Metro PCS. Maybe you ain't dealing with a quality human. Or maybe because you think you the shit and SOMEBODY is reminding you that you ain't. Hell, I'm far from redbone lightweight. I look like Gizmo. I can't see worth a damn. I'm legally disabled and I'm pretty sure that my knee isn't supposed to sound like that..but somebody married me at over 400 pounds. Stop it with that boolshit. Hell, even Halle Berry can't get right. -Tam

Trimming the Fat...

The hardest lesson for me is trust. The feelgood, naïve Tam wants everyone to be her friend. She IS everyone's friend. She'll do whatever she can to help. She donates to all the campaigns..and she signal boosts when she's broke. She compliments and encourages. She gives and gives..just as she would want others to do for her. However, as she has recently learned, that courtesy is not returned. I'm not trying to sit here and convince you that I'm this perfect ass human being who has never done a fucked up thing. Hell, I got my ways. Thing is, despite my flaws, mistakes, hellcattery, and miscellaneous bullshit, I know five people who never left me hanging. Ever. Shiiiid, it took death to lower the number by one! One thing about those foke who have proven themselves to me is that they never hesitated to come to me to address things I've done. They..came..to..me. They didn't go on social media and broadcast. I never had to question if a meme was sublimina